But No One Really Dies If The Love Remains

“I think life’s a party
Something you should celebrate
Some people leave early
And others get to stay
And hearts they burst like fireworks
At the end of the parade”
Patrick Droney – Glitter

I have two forms of therapy that I use, well two of my own at least. One is writing things down here and posting them for whomever to read. The other is a long late night drive with nothing but music with no destination in mind. Both are effective and sometimes they come together as they are here. This won’t be anywhere close to as long as the previous post, thankfully I got all the majority of my thoughts and feelings out in that one. The perks of starting to write it ahead of time and being able to process as I moved further along on it. I think it really helped the mental aspect of everything. It still hit me of course, but I think after so much loss in the past few years, along with me thinking through it ahead of time, kind of lessened the blow. There will always be those moments that my mind will kind of drift, but I’ll deal with those as they come. Little by little. Let’s talk about some new good things though yeah?

I figured that might be a nice change after everything sad. Today we have new [Deadwool] and we all know how I feel about that. Instant fatpack buy, no questions asked, no demo tried, no care in the world. Cha-ching. The new Volpi polo (available at this round of The Fifty which is open now!) is absolutely gorgeous and can I get an amen for something summery in summer? I love new clothes in general but I’ll be honest and say I don’t need more long sleeve shirts, hoodies, jackets, whatever the hell else in the middle of summer. I need warm weather clothes damn it. [Deadwool] came through and nailed it. I don’t have a ton of polos and I don’t typically wear them much in the real world aside from work things. This is a beauty and I’m not sure when I’m going to be changing clothes again.

This lovely piece of clothing is made for Legacy, Gianni, and Jake, because I’m sure you were curious about that. There are 18 single colors available to purchase. Each includes five button colors, three edge stripe colors, and hideable sleeves. You can also buy three different packs, each with some bonuses. There is a Pale pack that has nine colors with one different bonus design, two additional edge stripe colors, three additional logos, and mixable faces. The Dark pack is the exact same setup except dark and not pale cause logic right?

There is also the best pack, the fatpack. I always fatpack [Deadwool], yes it’s a bit costly, but I never seem to regret it so what is in it? The fatpack has everything that the Pale and Dark packs have plus two extra designs, golden buttons, three additional edge stripe colors, and one additional logo option.

My backdrop is also brand spanking new! TROPIX has the TX Gas Station back drop available at this month’s round of Alpha. It comes in 4 different variations and I knew when I saw it that it would give me the chance to use a [SURPLUS MOTORS] car. I have more cars than anyone probably needs and I never really get to use them in much. That is a “me” problem because I could certainly blog them or come up with ideas to use them in but I just don’t. This time around though the backdrop made it an easy move and let me pivot from an idea I was trying to do before I saw it. I’ll try for more car involved things in the future. Credits for everything else as always are down below. I’ll see you soon!

“See grief it’s just like glitter
It’s hard to brush away
Bright light and it still shimmers
Like it was yesterday
And if falls like confetti
All of the memories explode like a hand grenade
And it’s sweet and it’s bitter
Grief it’s like glitter
Oh what a mess it makes
What a mess it makes”
Patrick Droney – Glitter

Credits:

Head: LeLUTKA.Head.NOA.3.1 ~ Jaden Nova
Head Applier: STRAY DOG – GREG – LELUTKA – TONE 04 ~ Gac Akina
Beard: [MAGNIFICENT] THOR Bun – Grooming Hair – LeBarbier Alpha
Hairbase: LeLUTKA.EvoX.Hairbase.044 (BOM) ~ Jaden Nova (Comes with the LeLUTKA NOA Head)
Ears: ^^Swallow^^ Gauged S Ears ~ Luciayes Magic
Beard: [MAGNIFICENT] DUCKY SKUNK – Beard – LeBarbier Alpha
Beard Layer: Volkstone Rey Facial Hair // 004 TINTABLE (BOM) ~ Daves Hexem
Body: [LEGACY] Athletic Edition (1.1) ~ MeshBody Resident
Skin: STRAY DOG – Legacy Skin – TONE 04 (BOM) ~ Gac Akina
Tattoo Top: DAPPA – Zugai Tattoo. [FRESH] Lelutka EvoX. ~ Devil Fae

Shirt: [Deadwool] Volpi Polo ~ Masa Plympton ~ NEW @ The Fifty (July 25-Aug 20)
Pants: [Deadwool] Kojima jeans ~ Masa Plympton
Shoes: [VALE KOER] VERYGOOD SNEAKERS ~ Bob Resident
Rings/Bracelet: *RE* Aeon Bracelet & Rings ~ Crashnoww Resident
Watch: *RE* Aeon Watch ~ Crashnoww Resident ~ NEW @ The Mens Dept (July 5-Jul 30)
Earrings: = DAE = SXD1 ~ Naomi Darkheart

Pose: CKEY Poses – Nikolas series ~ Nikolas 1 ~ Clarisa Congrejo
Car: [SURPLUS MOTORS] Zephyr v7.2 ~ Jules Catlyn
Backdrop: TROPIX // TX Gas Station BackDrop 01 ~ IgorAlmeida Blackbart ~ NEW @ Alpha (July 22-Aug 18)